Every Sad Song
March 7th, 2010
The lights are off. The faintest whiff of smoke lingers in the corners of WTT from the smudge Sure-lee has had going all day. I take a long sip, swallow and beller “Quiet!” hoping the kid will hear me through the walls and the racket he is raising outside.
It has been a long day. Days when I don’t have something to do or some place to be seem to drag an eternity anymore. I think I’m supposed to look forward to these days of freedom; I don’t. And yet all week I pin my sights on Friday so I can have two days off. Please, can someone explain the sense in that? I sure can’t.
I suppose the answer is a simple one, really. Find something to do. And I have, in a way. I walk. I take the kid and we walk. My Sunday average is now up to 7-10 miles. But even at 10 miles, that’s only three hours. It’s not enough. Either I need to do more walking or I need to find something else to do to pass these free days I have.
Maybe I’ll start an underwater basket weaving club. Or join the association of scuba divers who can’t swim. I could volunteer at the food shelter. I don’t even know if we have a food shelter here. If we do, it probably isn’t open on Sundays. I feel like if I’m not going to be happy in the way I’m utilizing my free time, I should donate that free time to something good and useful. Like underwater basket weaving and food shelters.
But I don’t know how to weave a basket underwater. Scuba diving isn’t very popular around my landlocked home. And, like I said, I don’t even know if we have a food shelter. So, I’m sitting here with all the lights off. Smelling like a burnt sock, sipping, swallering and bellering.
And listening to my thousand-plus song library on the typing box. It’s on shuffle. Why does it keep shuffling through every sad song?
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